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Tuesday, 10 May 2011@11:38 PM Confessions of an Insomniac There's no doubt, light's gone out Sleeplessness has left me crying out loud Every excuse denied, I'm ashamed of my plight Reality has been provocative, But I'm doing my best shutting out every emotive Night has come, my nightmare has begun On this bed that I lay, the monster in me starts to play, Much as I plead, he just won't go away. Morning would come, and that is when, My eyes are drooping, my soul's taken a beating And the whole vicious cycle would start once again. I tried every way to get back on track, I'd lose a commitment and then just gain two more back! Then I'd fail once again.. only to bring in new disdain. Each brand new day inspires another attempt, Each evening simply breeds more self-contempt. All the self-loathing, and the utter remorse, Simply unable to get back on course. Overwhelmed with this state of awful depression, Giving in to this dark, paralyzing obsession. I knew I could no longer go on this way, Desperate and dying, bit by bit, day by day. So I got on my knees, and prayed for some relief, Still reeling in a state of disbelief Labels: Deep And Meaningless, Poetry |